True to promise I'm back.
I think busy is also a state of heart. Like happiness.

I've never been busier than I am right now. Every night I fall asleep exhausted and dead. My
sugars pumping again so that is possibly a great contributor to the dead bit. Nah, am not being flippant..just can't get over the fact that after so many years of being called sweetie and hating it, I am now officially that horrible word.

The point is, even with so much happening, why am I not busy enuf to be so exhausted that I can think of nothing else but this.
Busy at heart........