Friday, October 27, 2006

Is It the Kada ??

I've never been religious but I'm most definitely a believer. I don't know if there is a God out there but I'm aware of him within. Kill me because I say "Him". Him just sounds more right than a Her. Blame it on my gender insensitivity.

Afew days back, a friend of mine gave me a kada to wear. U know the punjabi kada. Had been wanting to wear one for quite some time. Don't know why. Do not understand the religious sentiment behind it. Just knew that I wanted to wear it.

And, since I have worn it, I feel I've somehow empowered myself. How does one explain something like this???? Fantasy? Inane Belief?

Changes are happening in my life and I am rearing to make these changes work for me. I feel happier than I have, in a long time, personally. More settled with myself. After years I looked at myself in the mirror and felt the pain of losing my looks. I'm looking at that as a positive sign. Internally I seem to be aggregating will power to take the final plunge. I need to harness my weight and I will do it.

So is it the kada ?? Or is it plain chemical locha ??

P.S. Thank U Karan

Thursday, October 12, 2006


Finally, an Aqua Sunset

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Things I'd Love To Do This Minute
  • haunt the most comfortable armchair under the most awesome grey-black sky and get drenched in the rain
  • indulge a duststorm listening to my favourite songs
  • swim in the sea
  • forget that i'm obese
  • play teen patti till the night takes over
  • lose myself in some other country
  • shop like mad for everyone I love
  • play chef at my own restaurant

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Just Heard This, Beautiful

"Ek din fursat mein
thaame haath hamaare
le gaye us dagar pe
jahan rehti hain baharein

Chal diye hum bhi ghar se
kuch befiqar se
dil tha apne bharose
hum the dil ke sahaare

Pal bada mukhtasar tha
tere seene pe sar tha
yun laga mar na jaaein
itni khushiyon ke maare.."

Courtsey: Zindaggi Rocks